The Melody of Fire

A true story of spirituality, sexuality, and surrender

The incredible true story of one woman’s unconventional journey to return to faith and the heart of Spirit after losing everything she held dear…

A deeper dive into the melody…

"Grief is a rapist… She will leave you raw and bruised and hopeless."

"The Melody of Fire" by Jen Fields is a transformational, spiritual memoir based on a true story about love, loss, and profound connection. After facing harsh rejection due to her sexual identity by both the Evangelical Southern Baptist church and the family that raised her, Jen renounces her journey of faith in God and religious teachings at an early age. This memoir recounts how she found her way back to the Divine connection and a significant place in the world.

An immensely powerful twin flame connection shatters her foundational beliefs, compelling Jen to question the very essence of existence. As that same love is violently torn from her, she embarks on an unexpected path, surpassing her limitations to forge a reconnection. Confronting her deepest fears, she embarks on a quest into the spirit realm, guided by an indigenous shamanic ritual renowned for unveiling hidden truths. Through this journey, she discovers that certain things indeed transcend time.

This is a tale of triumph over religious trauma through spiritual awakening. It is a journey of grief healing, discovering sacred sexuality and plant medicine, and navigating the realm of the Spirit.

"The Melody of Fire" is an intensely passionate twin flame story of love, loss, spirituality, and reunion that will inspire readers to explore the boundless connections between this world and the next and is a testament to the extraordinary power of unconditional love.

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  • "Jen Fields’ narrative echoes as a melody of spiritual enlightenment – a journey from rejection to spiritual awakening. Her story encourages us to reconsider our beliefs, confront our deepest wounds, and embark on a courageous quest for self-discovery. “The Melody of Fire” reminds us that even in the face of rejection, the human spirit has the capacity to emerge as a phoenix from the ashes, soaring toward the radiant skies of spiritual illumination."

    New York Weekly

  • “Jen’s exploration of love’s transformative power and the spiritual realm beckons readers to embark on their own quest of self-discovery and awakening. She invites us to embrace the magic and mystery of eternal love through her words, reminding us that we are all part of the cosmic symphony of existence.”

    LA Weekly

  • “ The Melody of Fire, is a tale of spiritual evolution, of navigating the depths of grief to emerge on the shores of renewed connection and purpose. Jen’s journey through plant medicine helps us understand how the human spirit can mend itself, even in the face of the most profound loss. Her story resonates with those grappling with grief’s heavy mantle, offering a glimpse of the light that can emerge from the darkest places.”

    London Post

  • “Melody of Fire is a moving account of self-discovery, love, and the quest for spiritual fulfillment. Jen Fields' narrative is an invitation for readers to reflect on the importance of acceptance, both within themselves and in religious communities. It is a powerful testament to the strength of the human spirit and the enduring pursuit of love and understanding, even in the face of adversity. Jen Fields' story will linger in the hearts and minds of readers long after the book is closed.”

    Robert Andrew, Online Book Club

What Readers Are Saying

“Impossible to Stop Reading”

This book should be bundled with a large box of tissues. Jen's writing quickly and easily sucks the reader into an emotional journey that leaves one laughing out loud, weeping with incredible empathy and heartache, and surprisingly aroused in every way possible. Much deeper than an autobiography that simply tells a series of stories, Jen does a phenomenal job of weaving some more subtle common themes and struggles into the story that will resonate with readers. Many who grew up in similar times and places will find a strong connection to the ideas that she presents about fear that is rooted in behavior control within small southern churches and how, ultimately, that version of what we were told about Christ at an early age failed us - and the faith - miserably. Her story is a passionate one that captured my attention far more than anything I've read before.

— Jason Guinn

“Powerful and Transformative”

In this powerful and beautifully written book, the author takes us on a journey from fear to Love, inviting us to accompany her as she shares with bracing honesty her experiences of searing loss, overpowering grief, deep healing, and reconnection with Self and Spirit. The book is somehow simultaneously fiery and tender, relatable and jaw-droppingly incredible. For those who have lost deep love, who have grappled with the confines of a fear-based religious upbringing, who long for an intimate relationship with Spirit outside the rules given to us by society, this book is powerful medicine. Thank you, Miss Jen, for offering it to us. I can't wait for the next one!

— Yal C.

“Moving and Passionate”

Beautiful and moving. When you worry that the story has come to an end, it is actually just the beginning.

— JT

“Couldn’t Put It Down!”

There are no words to express all the emotions I felt when reading this book. Once you start reading it, you will not want to stop reading. I have never turned the pages so quickly. There are now two books that made an impact and hold an emotional place in my life; “The Art of Racing in the Rain” and now, “The Melody of Fire.” Cannot wait to read the next book by Jen Fields!

— Jessica Carter

“A Page Turner”

There are no words to express all the emotions I felt when reading this book. Once you start reading it, you will not want to stop reading. I have never turned the pages so quickly. There are now two books that made an impact and hold an emotional place in my life; “The Art of Racing in the Rain” and now, “The Melody of Fire.” Cannot wait to read the next book by Jen Fields!

— Pam Ittah

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